FIRST LOVE and SECRET CRUSH

Greetings and pleasure to you guys, I'm back!!! Sorry for late to update my blog. Guys, how's the part 1? Is it nice or disgusting? Okay, let's talk about my part 2 now => FIRST LOVE and SECRET CRUSH. Connectivity of part 1 and part 2 will not be such good, and so I need you to pay more attention on it. OK, without wasting time, my story continue with...

In the school, although I'm studying in class 4G, but, at that time, I start to think about her at all the time, not paying attention in the class and sometimes I start to imagine that she's just sitting beside me. Besides that, her cutie voice sometimes echoes around my ears and her pretentious act oftenly haunted in my mind... Oftenly, she likes to act as a cute person which make me feel happy when seeing at her. Just because of thinking of those things, I have been caned and scolded by my form teacher because of not paying any attention but luckily my parents didn't called to come to school. LOL!!! Sometimes, I would call out her name and think of what she's doing at that time. At the same time, I am starting to notice her since the FIRST sight at the girl. I'm going to be mad all the time when I'm trying to find her in the school... But, failing so, I can't find her even I've ask my friends and obviously I'm not going to ask the girl... Although I can't find her, yet I'm not give up and starting to be a spy in school at standard 5. And finally I bear fruit in what I have done, that is I found her studying in class 5P. Yay, I'm very happy with that and I keep my doing my `job' till Form 3. Crazy? Insane? Mad? Umm... my `job' is almost finish till standard 6 and she's studying in class 6K... The day I feel depressed is coming nearer and nearer, which is the day to leave the girl --->>> The School Ceremony. That day comes... my heart is just like deep into the sea forever but to make it just like nothing, that's impossible!!! Aww... sad though, yet I'm still getting up my courage, show my braveness and going to find her and tell her "I love you". At that day, I keep following her as she didn't know yet. Then, I became brave and I'm getting ready to tell her about what I am thinking in my mind... But, I'm failing to do so, courage is there, yet the bashful feeling become overwhelming and I felt like my face gaining a kind of hotness... But, now what!!! All my plans have just became a dream that can't be reached, floating everywhere without diection... After the ceremony, it's sure that I'm sad but I didn't cry out because I'm a boy what, hehe ^_^, I'm not easily to show my feeling out. And now only I realise that what is feeling of having the FIRST LOVE, it's damn interesting and somehow romantic... One thing for sure, this is my FIRST LOVE!!! FIRST LOVE... yeah, but slowly it has change to be the SECRET CRUSH, for me, I feel diificult to breath through the air! What can I do? Being a SECRET ADMIRER or just tell her the truth? Jesus, help me!!! Quite an onerous task for me... Hmm... giving up or fight for the LOVE? Nothing can stop me from LOVE a person even though I lose everything in my life!!!

In a blink of an eye, my `job' which has finished at standard 6 is now continue due to we're studying in the same secondary school , happy man!!! But, the only thing is we are not speaking anything before since our FIRST sight even though saying "hi"... Hey man, you guys will think I'm stupid because of the shameness and nothing is done. Yeah, you're right, but what can I do? Hmm... but one thing that's interesting, the `job' spying is quite a great experience for me, LOL!!! Class 1K, 2L, 3L and now 4M, that's what the class she has studied in Kepong school... FIRST LOVE and SECRET CRUSH both I have experienced, and now what I knew and learnt from what I have experienced is to have the FIRST LOVE is easy, but to be the SECRET ADMIRER like me for 7 years, it might be a difficult task. Is it a shame on me? 7 years being a spy or a SECRET ADMIRER, shame and awful... YUCK!!!

Guys, now more tips are given in this passage, try to guess who's the girl. In part 3, I'll tell you more about my experience... Thanks For Reading, Please Leave Comment!!!