Is it a TRUE LOVE?

Hey, guys!!! Back now on. My part 2 is too bad and not interesting at all, right? Oh yeah? But for me, I think I had ever wrote a blog such that I can express myself, which is a truthfulness and meaningful for me... Okay, let's tell you guys something that you have never think about, WHAT IS A TRUE LOVE? How you realise that you have or had a TRUE LOVE? Have you think about it? It's a lame question... But you can know about the real meaning of TRUE LOVE through the passage that I had written here. My memory slowly drifted to the past, which is...



17th of July, Friday, Hazy day

Today, I am struggling for exhaustion, and take a very deep breath before entering the school. Before that, I am walking around the school compound as to release my exhaustion and tension too... What is the tension mean here? Umm... I should say that the tension is how to face the girl after my LOVE story in the blog has passed through the whole school... Oh my goodness, what should I do? Tell her the naked truth or just not doing much? Obviously, this is the first time I met this problem, such a fiasco for me...

The bell rang, all my classmates have their own seat and mine their own business. What am I doing? Guess!!! LOL, still day-dreaming in the class... but not having dirty thought, juz think about how to say "hi" to her? Look like a difficult task, "stupid cheang" I said softly to myself but with anger too. I'm angry with what I am thinking in my mind now, just say "hi" is not difficult what, what an idiot am I? C'mon man, what's wrong with me? Still in the state of day-dreaming, the teacher has came in the classroom and started teaching. Another stupid thing I have done is always steal a glance at her, a beautiful, big and attractive eyes, cutie face with a sweet smile. WOW!!! What a nice view, it seems to be the 4th or 5th times I see at her. So sweet and I LOVE it!!! I'll never forget her smile, when I see her smile, my heart will feel the comfort and LOVELY... It will forever entrench into my mind as her smile always haunt in my mind, just like following me wherever I go.

After the school dismissed, carrying the school bag on my shoulder which is damn heavy for me, and walking to the canteen. Sitting down and enjoying my meal, I saw the girl again who is just passed by me, but I didn't say a "hi" word to her, just act like pretentious about anything that happened ( she's transparent)... I quickly turn my head to the other way round, luckily she didn't notice that. After that, I go for the Robotic Club activity, I saw her again, but this time, quite a different now, I noticed her move without any sign of stealing a glance or anything, just a direct sight at her... But, just because the distance is too far, she can't see me till she walked up the stairscase... And haha, the girl and I quickly turn the heads another way round, LOL!!! What's this? Having the mutual affinity? Hmm... may be or may be not. In the state of confusing, she's now out of my sight, where's she going? Without thinking, I quickly ran down the stairscase and `God bless me', I saw her walking along the corridor, and what I can only do is following her... Yea, I did the right thing but still even brave enough to get closer to her. After a meanwhile, I walked away with my lonely shadow, walking around the school compound as I did in the morning, bored... Time passes through is just like crossing over many thousand and thousand miles, and finally the time reached 2.30p.m. It's time to go back home, and now I got to find her as my mom fetch her back... I run back to the corridor that I met her just now, running to the shed beside the canteen, and the whole school compound I had found, but it's none of her shadow... "Where're you?" this sentence keep questioning in my mind, but it seems to be no one can answer it. I felt nervous and more nervous when I found that she's not at the outside of the school. I'm petrified as I'm concern about her safety, and I scold myself of not noticing at her, all's about my fault!!! Finding, finding and finding... the time again pass through the thousand miles... 2.35, 2.40, and eventually 2.45p.m. but it seems to be not succeed, failing and failing, and I go home with the dissapointment... When I reached home, it's like a message sent into me by `God', and Yeah, why don't I called to her handphone!!! Without wasting time, I called her and I found that she had came back to her house... LOL, I took a deep breath at once, and I felt like my heart is more comfort now... My mind can be refreshed finally... hopefully she's always safe and happy too, A LOVELY SMILE on her face everyday and forever!!!

Hehe, you guys will say I might be an idiot but for me, it's quite meaningful to me. Is it a TRUE LOVE in my life? In part 4, you guys will know more about my experience about TRUE LOVE!!! Thanks for reading---Please leave comment.